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Friday, January 1, 2010,

What have happen to me??

I know I shouldn't talk about those sad things on New Year, but I just couldn't help it.

I just couldn't forget those people I want to.

They just keep running into my mind now and then.

Although we changed, but I still wanted to treasure the happy moments we have together, why wont you let me have it?

You have been taking me for granted, dun even care about my feelings and the things I gave you.

I know I should not bother you so much, but what can I do to forget you completely??

Maybe let me lost my memories or somethings to brainwash me.

These is seriously painful. Last year, I almost cried every night because of you, can't sleep well because of you.

Sometimes I just felt that my heart is torn apart, cant be mended.

Hating myself clinging on to you might make me even more hurtful.

You just left, leaving me "wounded" by you,

Did you count the times you did these to me?

Obviously you didn't,

Sometimes good to me, sometimes bad

So which side of you u want me to believe in?

Having my wishful thinking?

Every time said I think too much, is it really my fault to do so?

I will learn to heal,

learn to live on without you,

learn to forget you, everything about you,

I hope you wont walk into my life again,

Please spare me.

I will continue loving you,

But I wont forget those painful things you did to me,

Because those scars will never heal.

NEVER, EVER.

Shining SHINee ; 2:02 PM


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